Well I thought I would let everyone know that I made a Facebook group. It’s called The Heart of a Wiccan and you can find the link under my links section. It is a public group, not private. You don’t have to be invited. It’s for all sorts of Wiccan topics. So if you’re beginner or advanced, just come on it. I’ll be glad to have you. Thanks.
Life for me in the month of June has not started out too well. This has to do mostly with my health issues. I’ve fallen into depression, but am slowly and surely getting myself out of it with returning to hobbies and other favorite things to do. Some of you may know that I live with my parents who are Catholics. My parents do not go to church every Sunday, but they will watch it on the computer. They do not think that going once a week will fix your sins. It’s been a little hard living around them, especially since my dad says prayers at suppertime and I have to say an inside prayer to the Lord and Lady. However, yesterday I was upset, over many a thing, and I finally asked if they accepted my religion. My dad doesn’t necessarily understand, which made me print some info for him. My mom does have a little issue with me worshiping a god and goddess, I think though that it is because I have chosen not to worship Jesus. However, it felt great to know I’m not an outcast and that they accept my religion. Have you had problems with your family?
Well I found my BOS. My original one that I had been working one when we were living in the house that were renting from. I’m happy because there is a lot of information that I had put in there and still need to put in there. I don’t have to refer back to the books. However, I will still work on the mini-BOS I have been working on to take with me. I’m especially happy because I have a lot of divination information and can work with my tarot cards and also regular deck cards. I was just beginning to work with regular deck cards before we left. Thank the Lord and Lady! Well, that’s it for now!
Today is Easter, Happy Easter to those who celebrate by the way. So as you know by the title and those who know personally, I am an Egyptian Witch/Wiccan. Personally, I do not celebrate Catholic holidays but maybe a few times a year. This includes Christmas and Easter. Usually I get my Sister, her husband, and definitely my nephew a card. This Easter was truly an eye-opener. As I mentioned I just got out of HealthSouth, a rehabilitation center after a difficulty with a bad seizure. Only my nephew came with my parents when they picked him up. My sister nor her husband came to see me. Anyway, I walked into the kitchen and my brother-in-law started talking about my stay in the center and how he was sure that I was glad I was out. He then switched the talk over to my weight and how I looked like I lost like 20 lbs. After that he got into something about praying to Jesus more or accepting him instead of praying to my dark god. I walked away and was very upset. I sat at the table and was upset, but tried to keep it in. But my sister got on me and said that I should try to accept Jesus more. I couldn’t stand it and had to go outside.
If you believe in Jesus that is fine. I have no problem. I do not disrespect it. However, do not insult me and do not in any way, insult my deities. Just because you don’t believe in them does not mean they are dark, and just because you don’t believe in them doesn’t meant they aren’t there. You have in no way any right to disrespect me. I am not any kind of Satanist (though I do not know of their religion so I won’t judge) or negative religion. If my soul ends up somewhere bad, at least I will know that I based my judgements on my view of a person’s soul. Not their outward appearances, etc… I’m not a perfect person, but I will not be attacked either. I will tell you do not judge by anything other than the soul, for if you do you will find yourself in trouble. Blessings to you all.
First, let me say that I am so sorry that I have not been as active as I should have been. Earlier this month I had a Grand-Mal or Tonic Clonic seizure. I was in the hospital for six days and believe me, it was not fun. I was intubated (they stick a tube down your throat) for three days and was sedated for two, I finally woke up the day before I was extubated (when you have the tube taken out). When I woke up, it felt like it had been 20 minutes, but it had been two days. I was scared. I learned they had sedated me. Now that I am out, I am in a lot of pain and I still have pain and bruises all over my body, though they aren’t as bad as they were when I left. Thank Lord Anubis and Lady Bast.
Next, I would like to say that I hope everyone has had a great month so far. Appreciate all that you have and don’t get angry over stuff that is stupid. Believe me, I do get angry over stupid stuff. I have wept because of that sedation because I didn’t know that two days passed and I could have died. So remember those you love and keep them in mind everyday.
Last, at least for now, don’t forget the deities. They love us and created us, at least helped create us. Never forget they had and have a hand and still have a hand in our lives. Appreciate and love them as well.
These are my thoughts for this month. At least for now. Thanks for visiting.
Anubisa aka Sat-Anubis
This month hasn’t been a very good month for myself or my family. We’ve been sick and my dad had surgery last week on his kidney. He had some kidney stones that had to be removed. Thank the Lord and Lady that it went well. He is still in pain, but hopefully it will go away soon. This month I got daith piercings in both of my ears. It seems they help with general headaches, however, with migraines it’s not really much of a help. I went to the E.R. the week before last because of a migraine. Like I said, it hasn’t been a good month. I’m hoping and praying that March will be a much better month for us. I will start updating the blog more. Forgive me for my lack of updates. Thanks for following.
Well I thought I would update you on the whole ‘Horus’ situation. I didn’t really get anymore communication from him, even though I did try to reach out to him. It could have been a one time thing. In many Egyptian myths Horus is the brother of Anubis, so I don’t know if he was just reaching out temporarily or what. I will keep him in mind, but I am not going to let this rule my thoughts for right now.
A few celebrations are coming up. The Chinese New Year will be coming up on the 28th of this month. I don’t often celebrate it, but it’s nice to know what year it is and my sign. This year is the year of the Rooster. I am a Dog in Chinese Astrology. 🙂 The Chinese do their astrology by year which is interesting.
Then our next celebration is Imbolc which is in 9 days if I’m not off. I look forward to it, but probably won’t be doing a lot for the holiday. I will be celebrating with a quiet meditation and thoughts of what the beginning of this year will bring.
So that is it for now. I will update soon. Have a good night!